GO HARD OR GO HOME WILL I AM OFFICIAL VIDEO MOVIE
I feel like the movie gets more interesting as you watch more of it. I’m enjoying the process of finding the answer among the many question marks inside my mind, and I’m also kind of looking forward to it.
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What shall I eat today? Which picture shall I upload? How shall I talk more eloquently? My head is full of question marks… but I don’t really hate such concerns. I think i’m a person with so many concerns. My head is full of thoughts hoping our capacity will become even wider, and wanting to show even more perfect stage performances. The greed, to show even cooler stage performances & to do well, becoming even bigger, the more we prepare. "I don’t know how time passes by as these days we’re engrossed in album preparation. I want to practice and work harder until I am perfect so I can combat my personal fight. When there are times I am unsatisfied with myself, I often get angry and frustrated at myself. I am trying my best, there are many difficulties and my confidence sometimes dips. Will COVID-19 ever end? Will times when masks won’t be needed ever come? I am currently spending very busy day routines preparing for our newest album.
I also miss the times previewing matches after coming home. In Australia, playing soccer after school was like a daily routine. I want to go shopping with my members, eat meat, and go on walks. "The frustration within me is getting bigger as the days we aren’t allowed to go outside is increasing due to COVID-19. The day I can finally feel those unknown emotions will eventually come, right? Though ENGENEs are not near, they are yet like they’re next to me." The enthusiastic energy and cries of ENGENEs that I imagined while debuting. At the start, it was saddening to know the reality of singing and dancing on an empty stage but that’s now starting to fade. "In the late night, during the midst of practice and schedules, I don’t forget my supremacy and I often feel that enduring this enegry isn’t easy. Until I escape from the swamp that I made." The moment I realised there was something I couldn’t do with my heart & being, my driving force became the confidence & determination in myself. Even if I send a signal with my heart to the people casually passing by. "How far up will I be able to go? Even if I try to climb up to escape the swamp created by (my) worries/concerns, it feels like I’m gradually drowning under more & more.
What should I do to spend these times with more things to do?" Though in the end, it’s all the same time. But interestingly, even on hot days and hard days, time still flies. Why is Summer so long, yet Spring and Fall go so quickly? I want to live in a place where only Spring and Fall exist.